fic: thought i was a gun

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Title: thought i was a gun
Rating: pg-13 (triggers for war imagery, suicidal thoughts, much discussion of ptsd)
Disclaimer: the only thing i own is the idea behind the fic.
Summary: john-centric postwar gen. this is the story of a man after war and how it changed him.
Length: roughly 1,500 words, oneshot.

(You are John Watson and you are lost.)